heated.

Lord–
i am mad. heated. upset. in rage. grr.
and i do not want to be!

I do apologize for yelling in the car. and letting awful things off my tongue. but you understand... right?
that i am not okay. my heart hurts. i may have been a hurter and now mine hurts.

i feel like a movie– the daughter yelling at her protector: "What are you going to do about it!?!"
what are you going to do to heal my heart. what are you going to do to make it easier. what are you going to do to help me forgive.

what am i going to do about it.