heated.

Lord–
i am mad. heated. upset. in rage. grr.
and i do not want to be!

I do apologize for yelling in the car. and letting awful things off my tongue. but you understand... right?
that i am not okay. my heart hurts. i may have been a hurter and now mine hurts.

i feel like a movie– the daughter yelling at her protector: "What are you going to do about it!?!"
what are you going to do to heal my heart. what are you going to do to make it easier. what are you going to do to help me forgive.

what am i going to do about it.

wives to your husbands

last night when i drove home i thought about my future husband. i pray and hope and wish that whoever he may be with now, or whatever he is doing with his life, is preparing him for marriage. and i pray the same for myself.

i also realized i need to send out an apology. an apology to those men that i have not prepared well for their future marriages. some haven't helped their situation, but others... they deserved better. to be prepped for their future and their wife.

wives- i am sorry. although i may never meet any of you, i apologize that i did not treat your husbands as brothers and prepare them for your love and marriage. i pray that you are treating your current men as brothers and praying for their wives as well.

forgiveness is key.